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This is where I always pause. Is it worth it to start over? Will things end differently this time? Or will they continue on the same path, following the same patterns, the ones that always end up with the same results, no matter how hard I try? 

There are no quick fixes, no matter how badly I want that to be a thing. I can't hide behind a veiled wall and hope not to be seen, but where did that fear come from? And for how long have I been holding onto it? All these questions, yet, I'm afraid to seek out the answers. It's easier to pretend like everything is alright, instead of facing the darkness. 

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