July 8th, 2016

If I had my way, as in if I could design my life the way I wanted it to be at this point, it would look a bit like this: Derek and I would be married, having recently announced our pregnancy of twins and hosting a house warming gathering for our new home; I would still be Manager of the bank and already gleefully fired Susie, who then would be promptly dumped by her old man boyfriend and be faced raising her alien baby as a single mom with six cats; my parents would be off on a cruise, far away for 30 days; Lisa and I would still be best-friends and none of this fiance stealing crap would have ever happened. 

Life is not a fairytale, of course. The mess of my life is real and there is nothing I can do to turn back the clock. My life is not Back to the Futur...

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