July 22nd, 2016

What happened with Derek, do you ask? Had he made a terrible mistake and begged your forgiveness? Is the wedding back on?

If I learned anything from this nightmare, fairytales don't exist. 

I knew if I was meeting Derek, then I would make sure I looked damn good when he saw me. And trust me honey, I did. But when I walked into that coffee shop, he didn't fall off his chair. He barely flinched. He greeted me with a firm handshake, like it was a busniess meeting. I knew instantly there was no hope of us ever being together again. I let it sink in for a moment as I sat down. Did I even want to be with a man that didn't fall all over himself at the sight of me?

If I think back to the beginning of our relationship, he did things for...

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