It's Wednesday, 7:49 pm and I am just now getting around to watching a lecture for my Accounting Information Systems class. And I'm failing the class, so I really need to up my game. 

But I dislike the class. I can't find the relevance, and neither can half the class. I mean, when the class average on your first exam is an F, the problem generally points to one person... 

That's not the biggest problem, though. And not even what I wanted to post about tonight. It's fear. 

I'm so scared of failing that I am legit considering dropping out and putting away the writing. For good. Why not wallow in my mediocrity? I've proven I'm good at it, at least. I don't want to fail, but it's what I know. I've found my comfort in failure. 

And fear grips me lik...

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