ROSIE

And then that day came and I was not at all prepared. But yet it was hours before and I was standing in expensive lingerie in the stylish hotel suite about to get ready to walk down the aisle. I still couldn’t believe it was my wedding day. It felt like someone else was about to say I do.

After they did my make-up and my hair I called my sister. I couldn’t tell her what was going on. I tried to sound as happy as possible but I couldn’t help thinking she knew. I didn’t sound quite like normal and that was because I wasn’t feeling like normal.

I wanted this day over with. I wasn’t going to allow myself to experience this day in any other way than a stranger. It wasn’t real after all. There weren’t excited parents. T...

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