SHAWN

Things were back to normal, I tried to tell myself. I was back to being with Jackson. And this time I told my parents that I was gay. I had an apartment that I could live in on my own. I was free. But I felt like the biggest asshole in the world. I felt I let her down. And in some ways I felt I let myself down. I couldn’t place my finger on why I felt that way about myself. This was what I wanted after all. Wasn’t it? I loved Jackson. Yes I’d told Anya about how difficult my relationship was. But that was all gone, right? It was just cold feet. Or was it? Yet somehow every time I was with my boyfriend the only person I thought of was her. Every time I kissed him it was her lips I imagined. Every time I closed my eyes it was her angelic face I saw. What...

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