SHAWN

As soon as I saw him I felt happy and the worry disappeared. I always felt worried when we arranged to meet after work. What if someone saw us? What if someone found out that we knew? How would we handle that? What if my parents found out? That was my biggest nightmare and I knew it. It was the day I dreaded since I first knew. Since I first realized. But every time I saw him all of those feeling disappeared and for a moment I could breathe and remember that maybe everything will be alright at least for this second. 

I kissed him deeply. I felt it with everything in me. I did that because lately it hadn’t been the same. I never tell him that. I don’t even think about it in my own mind. Maybe if I push it away it means it doesn’t exist. He reaches for m...

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