I want to be happy

I thought I knew what happy was

I was there as if it was a destination

I pulled off layers

I felt a sensation

So I thought it was a feeling

And then I prepared a meal and dined

Definitely this has to be what happiness is in my mind

But once the meal was consumed

So was my happiness

And twenty years later I’m still searching

Wondering where is this happiness

Is it this cloud that’s hovering over my head

I didn’t think of it as sadness

It always stuck with me

I thought it was normal

What does happiness have to be?

Some say to experience joy you have to also experience pain

Is joy pain or pain joy?

I just want...

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