If I had a child, what will it be? 

A boy or girl?

No...neither will do.  

A martian. An alien. 

As a child myself I enjoyed television depicting the deep space. 

The wild life of the universe fascinated me. Creations that were unbound by the rules this life places on us. 

I would gladly emancipate myself from this life to become one with celestial beings that know no bounds.  

But I know there is a God that stands in my way.  The One that will judge me for what one deems as crimes I simply deem as survival fodder. 

I can't help it.  The craving and appetite I was born with is out of my control.  I simply yield to it's power.  

I am not of this world. I am not like anyone els...

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