All of life was to be savored,
devoured and sucked clean,
but I am deaf and dumb.
I can no longer measure my passions.
My hands are tied behind me.
One sense removed and I am crippled.
All comparisons fall flat and lifeless.
I am angry and heartbroken all in a moment.
The loneliness is unbearable.
I will betray myself if I return to you.
So I cower in the corner and hope the color will return,
to my life if I just wait long enough.
First I am too full of confidence now.
I am a flightless bird, a counterfeit coin.
I am the empty shell that once was too small to hold me.
The longing for you has devoured me,
my insides empty,<...
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