So many things have happened since I last posted.  Things that have made me revaluate my life and the decisions that I make, the things I stand for and the idea of who I actually am.  I have been confronted with some of the worst doubts and confused by my need to constantly second guess myself and the impacts each one of my decisions make on the future that I am creating.  I believe, for example, that I have made the correct moral, ethical and sound decision that one can make given the proposition laid out before me.  This is based on unraveling and recognizing patterns in human behavior, the wants and desires of others and what it is they are trying to extract from me, and a need to react in a way that is contradictory to the way I have historically done.

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