Chapter 1 (2)
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As of last month, the channel was at 3.4 million subscribers and growing every day. I don't love recording and posting videos any less —it's always been for the love of the games and always will be —but I still miss the days when the channel only had a few hundred subscribers who seemed to genuinely enjoy what I did and who wanted to talk to me as a friend, not just to get high off saying I acknowledged their existence.
In some ways, I feel more like a fake the bigger my channel becomes, even when I know I'm being nothing more than myself, which isn't any more interesting than dryi...
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