Month 3 is it? That life has decided to go off the rails and continue on this tumultuous journey. I'm not keeping score anymore, nor am I in tune with a set schedule, those don't seem to matter at the moment. I am acutely aware of just how little control I have.

It has become one of those glaring omissions, that just won't go away. Before all this, I really thought that I was going somewhere, being someone, when in reality I was stuck in that everyday rut that is masked by all the “busy work”. This is causing me to take a step back and take a good, hard look at my life.

I had been writing for a website for 4 years, it was my escape, even though the work was immense and thankless, it gave me purpose. The abrupt end to this endeavor jolted me out of an illicit...

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