I keep dreaming of men from my past. No sex is involved, but the dreams still shame me. 

Last night, for example, I dreamed of two men, AJ and Nate.

AJ and I dated a lonnng time ago. He was my first boyfriend. At some point, I imagined us getting married, moving to his home country, eventually having babies. But that never happened. He broke up with me one summer. I knew his mom had told him that we could never work out, that i was just a passing phase, that I wasn't (and still am not) on his economic playing field, that we don't share the same beliefs on faith and religion, that I'm too tall for him. 

I harbor no ill feelings toward AJ. I don't like it, but I get it. My parents are the same way. They didn't like him either. The...

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