Day 4. Work has not been much help as far as keeping me sane. I know, if it was fun it wouldn't be called work... But to constantly feel like a number. It's a terrible feeling. I let that seep into my personal life a bit much.

I had gone for a job interview 4 months ago. Then I went for a second interview... then a third. I was so fucking excited about this job. I would finally be doing something I wanted to do, a training specialist that got to actually help others grow and develop. After my fourth interview and them reaching out to me after I got back from my honeymoon I thought this was in the bag. I even received an email from the VP saying "please don't drop out on me,  just be patient ;-)" yes,  that is a winky face...

That was a month ago. I w...

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