Today is day 1. I have given up alcohol. God that stuff makes me so depressed. I can't even get out of bed in the morning. How did I even get here? I guess the pills with all this x's don't really work when you imbibe in a bottle of wine... 2 whiskey and cokes... A Kahlua and seltzer... And anything else under the kitchen sink.

That's what happened Monday.

I was sad.

I was anxious.

I cleaned the house from top to bottom and was still restless. Sure there was some errands I could run but my mind was swimming in all sorts of directions.

It always does.

I wish I had a slow down button, I wish I had a pause button... But I don't, and so it just runs and runs and runs and runs. I don't even know how I get from point A to point B sometimes.

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