to slap me when I was being harmful and hug me when I was making the right decision. But I couldn't find that with these people.

 

I closed that chapter of my life and those characters never resurfaced.

I lost my self respect, I lost all my friends, I lost an amazing man, I lost my reputation, and on multiple occasions I should have lost my life. Lost is the imperative word, and the cause for every single thing that had gone wrong in my life can be boiled down to my demons. It is because of alcohol.

 

Too bad I don't learn quickly from my mistakes.

 

 

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