In between the boyfriend drama, I was also dealing with work drama.

I was a friendly girl.

I was a pretty girl. 

I was in shape.

All in all I was attractive..... and I do not mean that in any sort of bragging way. 

Those characteristics eventually made me hate who I was. 

I was blind to the ways of the world. 

Who would have thought they would hate looking good? 

Be careful what you wish for and never underestimate the value of being smart...

Growing up I was lacking self confidence. 

I went to a small town high school with a graduating class of 220. 

I was a transfer from catholic school freshman year and was always known as the new girl. 

I never f...

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