I spent my senior year in Hamilton which was a bit bigger than my previous school. I had the option to take several classes for college credits, which I signed up for. I gained a bit of freedom and even acquired a consistent babysitting job. During it all, I held to the hope of escape with Billy in less than a year's time.
   I had returned to using drugs while with the Shaffer's, predominantly pot, to cope with the stress in the meantime. I remained an honor roll student, studied hard, saved my money and looked to my future while dealing with my present. I was not an addict, I could take or leave any drug without any issues, and when things were good I had no desire to use anything. It was only during times of depression, stress, and helplessness that I would turn t...

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