what do you do
when you don't feel like you
when you feel like somebody else
when you can't breathe
because every bad decision
you've ever made is crowding your mind
and god
there've been so many
what do you do
when you want to be somebody else
somebody more wise, more
talented, less afraid, somebody
different
somebody who matters
what do you do
when you still can't breathe
and you want to cry
but you can't do that either
so you stuff that feeling
way down with all the others
what do you do
when you look ahead to forever and see
nothing

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