I'm in a twisted place when it comes to who I am
when it comes to sex and relationships.
because part of me wants that serial monagomy.
I wamt that one person, that all or nothing feeling
but the other half of me wants others because
I love the one love feeling, and the idea of sharing multple people
but Im also crazy so I wonder if its my manic depression mood changes that make it fluctuate so much because I can't handle getting all of my feelings for someone at once.
I also wonder if I was meant for only one person, or even a relationship period where I need to just sleep with multiple people.
Then I want to find someone who is open to the idea of me doing that, but I'm selfish and I don't like the idea of sharing because I'm self...

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