I think the thing I had the hardest time with was understanding the whys.
Why didn’t you love…
why was nothing I did good enough…
why did I put in 110% to receive nothing in return…
why was I told I was useless, ugly, and anything that made me feel bad…
why did you cheat on me, was I not good enough…
why does it still hurt all these years later…
why was I treated beyond terrible by someone, who I gave my heart too that was still damaged beyond repair.
The problem was I focused on the whys and not the how’s…
how could I let someone who “loved” me treat me like that…
how could I have not seen the red flags…
how could I have allowed just terrible peopl...

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