I've begun to see the trauma I've endured,
Come to realize the the pain can only stay inside me for so long.

The pieces of me that are broken will never be repaired;
Somewhat like a Phoenix I will have to be reborn.

Try as I may I just can't find a way to start again.

I force myself to take these breathes, these pills to keep from letting go.

Try as I may I force myself to take these breathes to keep from letting go. I Keep hoping that it gets better, even though most days don't feel like it will.
 

I know I am strong, I can call myself a survivor.

I have survived more than many could have even tried to fathom, but sadly I have been driven insane from those around me. Cruelty from men who "love'' me, and called me a...

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