I have to admit that upon entering my thirties I feel as though I’ve fallen behind. Maybe it’s that my career hasn’t taken off the way I initially expected. Maybe it’s in the sense that I yet to start a family while I see many of my friends gearing up for the second child. My first one never made it. He or she would have been over one year old today. Now I look at expectant first time moms and think that our kids may have got to know each other. But mine isn’t here today and they never will be.

Sometimes I feel like I’m driving down the highway and I’m being passed by everyone in life. My car has stalled out. I know that life isn’t a race, but sometime it just doesn’t go the way you expected. I’m hoping that my stalling is just happening early...

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