I’ve had a breakthrough. It’s hard to explain how everything can suddenly make sense in an instant. It feels overwhelming.

Thoughts spinning.

Memories resurfacing.

Letting go.

Understanding.

I knew the well-wishers meant well. They offered hope. It would be better next time. Except I never believed it. Deep down I knew something was wrong and I carried it with me for a year and a half.

Finally there is a release. The unknown has become a known. I know what I’m dealing with now. In some ways I feel like I finally got myself back. It’s hard to describe what a relief that is, since I was unsure I would ever find myself again. A burden that was so heavy has finally been lifted. It’s hard to put into words how t...

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