I need to get my shit together! Amaral is threatening having me suspended and truth being told he would be wise in doing so. What am I doing? Look at this face in the mirror? Where the hell is Dan Williams? I might just have taken my addictions a bit too far lately. My eyes are so red… and my face… Oh Geez! I feel like I have been high pretty much twenty four seven. Somewhere along the way I just lost control. But I can’t lose my job, how am I supposed to catch the guy that killed my parents if that happens? They would probably just archive the case again.

I splash some cold water in my face. I am so used to the sound of me sniffing that I don’t realise anymore how I do it constantly. I go back to my room, grab all the cocaine I have in my drawer and jean...

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