i dreamt about sex. i thought about that a lot even though i only had sex with one guy. maybe i should sleep with a girl. i wasn’t very good at being in charge. maybe she could be in charge. but then she wouldn’t let me stare at her. and i wanted to stare at her.

    that next day was the day i went to the mental health facility. my parents didn’t stay the night. they went to work. they didn’t return from work by the time i left so the nurses led me over. i was cold but i didn’t complain to the nurse. i only had on a jacket. one i never wore but it’s what my parents brought over, i wonder if they knew i didn’t like it.

    i held a bag of my belongings which i did not pack myself and did not feel like m...

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