Adulthood is a serious business. Every choice is math. I feel like I'm thrown into the wild to seek some instinctive ways to survive. Thirties are no fun. My first decade on this planet was the best one yet. Everything I did was called cute and people showered me with praises. I was the kid that would one day change the world. They don’t celebrate me anymore.

     Big decisions are not the problem in life. They rarely come and parents will probably make them for you, like deciding you must get a degree. It is the small decisions without guide that are the problem. Like deciding who to befriend, when to obey the alarm. Or deciding which meetings are important.

     I’m nervous about today because of a meeting. I have been awake...

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